2 Days To Go...
2 days till I get married, and I am not even sure how I feel. Mum is doing her best to make me relax etc. and that's tempting, but I feel like I want to help out and do something. Maybe because I haven't done much? I have made lots of decisions, but even then, people have felt like they can make decisions without me, and they have, and I haven't known about them until just now, so there's nothing I can do.
That's annoying.
But I'm looking forward to it none the less. I'm at a point now where I just want it to be over. I want to get married, sleep with Luke, go to Bali, come home and start our life together. I'm excited about starting our life together. I think it will be all I want and more. I hope I can be all Luke wants and more.
2 days to go. I am mixed between nervousness and excitement. It's such a huge decision, one I'll NEVER be able to get out of. I know technically I COULD, but I wouldn't. It's like one of the things that people do at their weddings is pour sand into a glass. It's to signify that the time and themselves that they put into this marriage they can never distinguish again to take out- it's there as one now, and always will be. So even if they got divorced, part of them would never be able to be taken back, and they would inevitably take part of the other person with them as well.
I like that analogy. For me it means that you can never get divorced. Luke and I have spoken about this. About the never getting divorced thing. I know a lot of people say it, but I think we're for real. We'll never get divorced. We'll always try and work it out. We'll never let the sun set on an argument (or go to be angry). Things like that I think will help our marriage to work. I certainly hope so.
That's annoying.
But I'm looking forward to it none the less. I'm at a point now where I just want it to be over. I want to get married, sleep with Luke, go to Bali, come home and start our life together. I'm excited about starting our life together. I think it will be all I want and more. I hope I can be all Luke wants and more.
2 days to go. I am mixed between nervousness and excitement. It's such a huge decision, one I'll NEVER be able to get out of. I know technically I COULD, but I wouldn't. It's like one of the things that people do at their weddings is pour sand into a glass. It's to signify that the time and themselves that they put into this marriage they can never distinguish again to take out- it's there as one now, and always will be. So even if they got divorced, part of them would never be able to be taken back, and they would inevitably take part of the other person with them as well.
I like that analogy. For me it means that you can never get divorced. Luke and I have spoken about this. About the never getting divorced thing. I know a lot of people say it, but I think we're for real. We'll never get divorced. We'll always try and work it out. We'll never let the sun set on an argument (or go to be angry). Things like that I think will help our marriage to work. I certainly hope so.
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